This is stupid

I didn’t even care about this stupid cash cow of a faux holiday (I swear).

I didn’t even care that I got fucking sick this weekend, was stuck in bed all of Sunday, missed the Young Leaders for Empowerment and Advocacy planning committee meeting, didn’t do my Take Back the Night responsibilities, fell behind on my work. No big, another Berkeley weekend.

But god damn, why do I feel so alone when I see your shit? Why’d I click that shit? Honestly, I feel alone and I work so damn hard hoping someone will validate me, give me attention.

Or maybe I’m sick and will regret writing this later.

Fuck.

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  1. idiosyncrasies posted this